To Find Myself...

The present is beautiful... it is Poland. It is my heart, the bone of my bones, the core of my being, my root, my long forgotten identity.
I am glad to be here, I am glad my stay has been extended. I needed this extra time to be able to process the last one and a half years of my life, to search for my lost, happy self.
I hope I found it.. and I will never let it go again.
This trip is special to me, and so I decided to open my eyes and my ears, seek God, and hear His voice. I did hear it, I saw His face, and I was transformed!

This is what I realized this past week:
" If I try to fulfill all my dreams at once, or forget about my dreams at all, I will never get anywhere, my dreams will never come true. I must remember my priorities and do these first. God is in control of my life which is like a puzzle with no pieces missing. So I do not need to worry, I do not need to strive. I must LIVE, LOVE, and ENJOY what I have TODAY! I must be HAPPY! There is no other choice!
I must LIVE MY LIFE IN FULLNESS.
I must know who I am in Him, not just talk about it, but remember my identity when I am lost or when I forget what truly matters in this life. So RELAX and BE YOURSELF!"

LONG AGO...

I have been away from my writings for a while now. So much happened in my life since the famous Montana camp out... yet I will not share it, no time to waste. I would rather write about the present and the future...